What’s here for me, dear pen
Spirits are ya hearing me,
Bet ya’ll get annoyed by that fear in me
Them angel numbers, all around steady cheering me
But often drowned by the sound of doubt and what appears to be
My failures, or lessons, whatever let me tell you that I’m stressing
But my guess is that you knew that
Please show me where the glue at
The shoes at, that fit my feet and keep me grounded balanced
In this rabbit hole with Alice thirsty trying to find the chalice
Have a little faith in me, there’s a fire burning true, after all that we’ve been through, we deserve something good, don’t we all
What’s that huh, it’s right here
I heard it before
Supposed to see it so much light here but I’m hurting for more
Gave me the keys and support but won’t turn to the door
Riches on the other side but addicted to poor, poor
Me, seeing opportunities fly by like a demon in dreams
So I’m hiding
Diving in a spell of hope and broken plans
Stranded in a hell that’s cloaked as open land
Have a little faith in me, there’s a fire burning true, after all that we’ve been through, we deserve something good, don’t we all
Still at the table betting on myself and faithful that the game is rigged
Aimed to give pain and take my change and split
Claim a little flame but leaving me hanging with no way to live
Basking, in all of my passion, ‘bout to cash, in, and then
A strong wind blew a memory of no particular time
But dipped in an intricate energy
With the symmetry of sun and soul, me and life
One to know, remembered to grow, remembered the rites
Have a little faith in me, there’s a fire burning true, after all that we’ve been through, we deserve something good, don’t we all
Felt the keys in my pocket again
Saw the door walked up unlocked it and then
What a shock saw myself with no blockages and
A beautiful smile
Eyes just watching the wind
Carrying love
Above me was the heavens
Below me was the heavens
Inside me was a god that brought it together blessing
Eternity and ALL the peace no longer resting
And awake to the self that we are
Free in the essence
credits
from ROOFTOPS Vol. 1 feat. Arisa Safu,
released November 6, 2020
Raps Written and Performed by Donnie Adams
Singing Written and Performed by Arisa Safu
Guitar performed by Yasper Molle
Drums by Greg Clifford
Bass by Koen can denn Buuse
Produced and Mixed by Louk Cox